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Just to let yall know... yeah we're safe (unless one of us goes homicidal and murders the rest lol) but the ice storm hit us hard. Trees and power lines down everywhere, worse than some tornadoes I've seen down here, 6000 poles down in our county alone. there's power in town, but we live almost 30 miles out and it may be a month before it's back up for us. We finally got the generator up and running but can only keep the fridge, a lamp, and a spaceheater running. luckily we have a few fireplaces... moved everyone to one room and just heating it. cooking in the fireplace and on a propane grill, lol, although the kids say fuck it and eat cold cereal and spaghettios a lot. once the roads where we live thaw, I think we're just going to pack up the rv and move into the campground on post until everything's back. phone's out again and of course we dont get cell reception out where we are. just figured I'd let yall know we're okay though :)

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: no music cus no power lol

Title: Not Broken...
Author: Fuyu no Akegata
Pairing: none
Rating: PG/T
Warning: theoretical, hypothetical death, angst
Summary: History has a way of coming full circle, but sometimes in a roundabout way...
Disclaimer: Kakashi and Sakumo unfortunately aren't mine, but I've bought enough merchandise I've subsidized a nice little share of them ;)
Wordcount: 427 words

A/N: Written back in late April. Found it today and decided it doesn't entirely suck, so I polished just a little and am posting.

( Kakashi couldn't be broken... )

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: VNV Nation - Fragments (Splinter) | Powered by Last.fm

to try my Naruto Yaoi 1 Sentence Weekly Challenge :)

prompt tables here http://tinyurl.com/yc6dtsn

Nothing formal like a comm or anything yet, but I'm posting on my normal hangouts, so if you write something and want to share it at the end of the week, comment on one of these and let me know ^ ^

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: System of a Down - Question! | Powered by Last.fm

spoilers like woah, from yesterday's manga. I had to color this page. Scanlated by SleepyFans

( spoilers spoilers spoilers )

Caption: "Oh crap, I'm late for my date with Iruka again... he's going to kill me..." haha

Feel free to post your own alternate captions.

Current Music: R.E.M. - Drive | Powered by Last.fm

Because I got some really nice Japanese eggplant in Dallas and had a few saury left in my freezer :)

( Someone's favorite meal... *snort* )

yes... broiled saury and miso eggplant soup... go right ahead and make fun of me.... it still tastes wonderful :)

and those are tiny portions of sake, umeshu, AND shochu in the sake set, lol :P the sweets are on the platter I painted at the pottery studio.

I think someone broke my last matte black spoon, too, and I can't find the matching chopstick rest *pouts* I really need to get a complete matching set of Asian dinnerware...

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Covenant - Winter Comes | Powered by Last.fm

spoiler space

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( Hidden behind the cut, don't click if you don't want spoiled... )

Current Mood: fevered and in pain
Current Location: couch of doom
Current Music: Empty - Forgotten Dreams | Powered by Last.fm

Dunno how many of you like futurepop/synthpop/EBM type music, but I found a truly gorgeous song that I think deserves attention. Only two places I can find the entire song to listen to so far: on their myspace, and on a weekly internet radio show called Real Synthetic Audio. It was on this past week's podcast/download. It's called Forgotten Dreams, by Empty. Give them a listen and give the radio show a listen if you like this sort of stuff :) Hope they get it on LastFM soon...

Current Mood: in pain but otherwise happy
Current Location: the couch of pain, injury, and doom, lol
Current Music: The Crüxshadows - Never Surrender / Citadel (Clan Of Xymox Remix) | Powered by Last.fm

Title: Ghost of a Smile
Author: Fuyu no Akegata
Pairing: NaruSasu
Summary: That would be telling... A night out at the bar, and what happened after
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: yaoi. Eh, and some angst. You should have suspected that already, though. But it's short. So nothing too too horrible.

drabblish liitle something for MoiyaHatake. Thank you for challenging me to write it. Also for a certain Naruto and Sasuke for making me give the pairing a chance. Just because they started the series as genin doesn't mean I have to ignore them. And yes, this is my first time writing them like this, or focusing on ANY of the genin in a fic. Inspired by a pic I will link to once I dig up the link.

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( It took forever. Shino motioned and adjusted their positions, then waved them back again. Kiba cracked a joke and everything seemed so happy and normal. Everyone smiled. Shino clicked the shutter, capturing the moment. They broke apart, laughing, smiling, joking still, and it was almost too, too perfect. )

Current Mood: sick
Current Location: the couch
Current Music: Lights of Euphoria - In Love With The Night [Funker Vogt Remix] | Powered by Last.fm

You read the header tag correctly.. ART! lol I've been doing some watercolors lately, and trying to learn some basic Chinese Brush Painting techniques. For Mima... mountains to keep you strong :) *hugs* not Naruto-related at all, people, :)
pic is embedded from my DA account

( Image below the cut... Mima's Mountains )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Location: cleaning sumi ink off my hands at my desk ;)
Current Music: Antimatter - The Weight of the World | Powered by Last.fm

short sidestory for WinterDawn, several months after.
minor angst warning

I'll be your sunshine forever, Kakashi.

Current Music: Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine | Powered by Last.fm

Said bitchy little brat is whining and sulking because I didn't want to go to the mall, today...

THIS IS WHY... THIS IS ONE WEEK AFTER THE FUCKING INJURY, BRAT

And you know what? for once I'm trying to fucking do the right thing and stay off it.
The only reason I left the house was because they had stupid dentist appointments.

( don't click... I warned you... )

And I hope whoever stole my eggnog gets coal in their Christmas stocking... sulks

Current Mood: pissy
Current Location: the fucking couch
Current Music: Linger - The Cranberries

although i suppose they both suck. you either got squashed bug guts on you or well. ok the bug is worse. for sure.
( dont read if you dont want to hear a whine or have a delicate stomach... )

Current Music: NIN - Hurt

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation
Moments lost though time remains.
I am still proud of what we were.
No pain remains, no feeling.
Eternity awaits.
Grant me wings that I might fly.
My restless soul is longing.
No pain remains, no feeling.
Eternity awaits.

For Vernajast... Thank you.

Just a little fic for Vernajast inspired by a prompt from her and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is in his late teens.

Warnings: Rated hard R for dark, mature themes. Angst. Don't tell me I didn't warn you. more notes to follow at the end of the story...

Part One - Quiet
Part Two - Remember
Part Three - Feeling
Part Four - Cold
Part Five - Regret

( He loved this village deeply, would gladly give anything asked, required of him, for the good of the village. He lit a stick of incense, bowing and clapping, seeking reassurance and guidance from those who had gone before, asking them to impart wisdom and discernment in his upcoming conversation with Kakashi. )and ( He loved this village deeply, would gladly give anything asked, required of him, for the good of the village. He lit a stick of incense, bowing and clapping, seeking reassurance and guidance from those who had gone before, asking them to impart wisdom and discernment in his upcoming conversation with Kakashi. )

Current Music: June Tabor - No Man's Land

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation
We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keep us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still, greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same.

For Vernajast... and ANBU Sasuke. Thank you.

Just a little fic for Vernajast inspired by a prompt from her and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is in his late teens.

Warnings: Rated NC-17 for dark, mature themes. Violence. Angst. Not-tender, unfluffy smex. Not the roses, wine, candlelight, and silk sheets variety, despite Minato. This is a mission, damnit. *He* wanted tender fluffy stuff but I stood firm :) Only one more part. It's all coming to a head soon, for better or worse. Also thanks to lecanis and frackin_sweet for input and quick read overs. And to blue bimbomushi... your story this morning, it made this finish up and just flow... I didn't expect it done till Sunday :)

( This was fitting, he decided, as he lowered himself down ungently onto Kakashi's rigid length. And it wasn't soft and tender and romantic. It was hard and fast and deep, but it was wild and beautiful, untamed in the same ways as Kakashi. )

Current Mood: in pain
Current Location: leaving out the door
Current Music: Concrete Blonde - Tomorrow, Wendy

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation

It's colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don't you think
To dress the ground in white
And grey.

For Vernajast. Thank you.

Just a little fic for Vernajast inspired by a prompt from her and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is in his late teens.
Warnings: Rated R for dark, mature themes. Violence. Angst. Getting closer to the NOT tender, fluffy smex. There was supposed to be sex, yes, but not the roses, wine, candlelight, and silk sheets variety. I blame Minato. This is a mission, damnit. *He* wanted tender fluffy stuff but I stood firm :) So NEXT part, I promise... and only two more parts. It's all coming to a head soon, for better or worse.

Also thanks to lecanis, frackin_sweet, and fricken_cheng for discussion, input, and quick read overs.

( He was dazed as lips pressed against his, not sweet, warm and pliant as in too, too many long nights' fantasies, but cold and stiff, chapped, bitter and salty with blood and tears. )

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Forsaken (vocal) - VNV Nation

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation

My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed as ours

For Vernajast. Thank you.

Just a little fic for

vernajast inspired by a prompt from her and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. Thanks to

_ofuda_ for beta and discussion. Missed you.

Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is in his late teens.

Warnings: This chapter is hard R, just barely sub NC-17 for dark, mature themes. Implied abuse/rape/murder necessary to plot, not gratuitous, but it's only mentioned in passing. Gore and battle scenes. Profanity.

( Minato needed a distraction to escape. He looked down to find the dagger still clutched in his hand. He took careful aim and threw. The man dropped to the ground with a cry. Minato didn't want to have to kill or even wound the younger man, but he had to get free. )

Current Mood: antisocial
Current Music: citadel - the cruxshadows

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation
My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
That I need to remember

Just a little fic written for a prompt from

vernajast and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. Hugs and thank yous to

_ofuda_ as well.

Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is about seventeen. Eventual rating M.

( Minato channeled a quick burst of chakra and activated the special hiraishin tag on a kunai and passed it to Kakashi, who strapped it to a sheath on his forearm. He knew Kakashi was remembering another tagged kunai, another mission, just as he was. It was unavoidable. But there were no Iwa nin here, no bridge to be destroyed, no team of children that would be sent to be broken during time of war. Just a lone ANBU sent to wreak havoc and ensure he returned safely, mission complete )

Current Music: VNV Nation - Tempest

Genre: Angst
Status: WIP
Summary: Kakashi became a genin at 5, a chuunin at 6. His first break was at 8... Kakashi comes of age earlier than anyone ever expected... angst ensues...
Warnings: coarse language, violence and gore, steadily building angst, wordy talkative Hokage
Disclaimer: You know Naruto and its characters belong to Masashi Kishimoto, because if I owned them, yaoi pairings would be canon…
Rating: PG-13 just for angst, violence, and gore

My kids went back to school today, so how did I celebrate? Posting multiple fics, of course...

The young sensei was near thrumming with barely harnessed energy, tense with the stress of not fidgeting, squirming, moving. Blue eyes remained focused on the table's scratched surface. "I have responsibilities, now, Sandaime-sama. I... I always have... but... I feel the weight of this particular one, for all I undertook it willingly."

Current Music: VNV Nation - Illusion

Beloved, Grey Dawn Remix - VNV Nation
It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second
I spent waiting for you
Circumstances afford me
No second chance
To tell you
How much I've missed you

For Vernajast. Thank you.

Just a little fic written for a prompt from

vernajast and because I needed something to fulfill my angst quotient. And sorry if you already saw it on YonKaka. Only posting it these two places on LJ, though, so it won't spam you forever like Chapter 5 of Winterdawn, lol.

Semi-AU, post-Kyuubi where Minato didn't die. Kakashi is in his late teens. Eventual rating M. Kakashi/Minato angst with eventual smutness :)

( Their last mission together, they had been a team, broken, cracked at the edges, but still, essentially a team. A team of three. And the mission before that, they had been four, back when they were strong and whole, together. But now they were only two. Drawn close, but pushing, falling apart. )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: VNV Nation - Illusion

Title: In My Hands
Genre: dark ansgt-from-hell
Rating: strong PG 13ish Mildest R, just cus it isn't for the little kiddies...
Characters: Sakumo, Kakashi - directly impacts Kakashi and Minato, so I'm posting. Minato is present in my writing even when he's not there, lately...
Pairing: Kakashi is 8... I'm not THAT much of a perv... no pairings
Summary: That would give it away, wouldn't it... and I won't dull the raw, blade to the gut feeling of this one.

unedited, unbetaed, and will remain that way, for personal reasons. for once will accept no crit/gripes/flames. this one's personal, i'm merely sharing, cus a few friends asked.. This is a sidestory to my fic Winterdawn, but you don't have to have read it to... I won't say enjoy this one, but to get it. It IS Sakumo centric... but it directly impacts Minato and Kakashi. I'm not listing any warnings other than angst, it IS work safe, however... link is to the comm where Hatochan and I post our Tolerant Intolerance Universe stories (only the NC-17 fics are f-locked, and that's non-negotiable...) apologies if I take a while to respond to comments, am currently out of town and internet connectivity/time is unreliable.

Dedicated to Ken... Happy Father's Day, wherever you are, and to Minato and Iruka...

They called him the White Fang...

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Location: hell
Current Music: Sting - Fields of Gold

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Recent Entries

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[FIC] Not Broken...

Kakashi wants you...

[Art] Against All Odds

[PIC] Itadakimasu...

Stay 10 miles away from this post if you don't want spoiled like WOAH, re Naruto 439

Music PSA :P

[FIC] Ghost of a Smile

[ART] Mountains and Clouds (for Mima-chan)

[FIC] Lend Me Your Sunshine

Rant: Ever want to smack an ungrateful teen? GRRR

Some days you're the windhsield, somedays you're the bug..

[FIC] Grey Dawn Part Six, Eternity

[FIC] Grey Dawn Part Five, Regret

[FIC] Grey Dawn Part Four - Cold

[FIC] Grey Dawn Part Three, Feeling

[FIC] Grey Dawn, Part Two - Remember

[FIC] Song for a Winter's Dawn, Chapter 5, Early Winter

[FIC] Grey Dawn, Part One - Quiet

[FIC] In My Hands - Sakumo-centric