A Winter's Dawn

This isn't a plea to be cheered up, I'm already over the majority of this, I just need to fully vent and get it all off my chest cus it was one HELL of a weekend...  ( <begin rant> )

it would be nice if life went even remotely according to plan.  I think I need to attend a re-deployment class.  Or get some really good drugs from the nice doctors.  I hurt all over and most definitely feel every inch of my age today.  And i know why they join ANBU even when they know what's mostly likely going to happen within a year.  Hell, I would join today  if I was shinobi.  I'm wondering if I'm feeling something normal or if I'm just a whining complaining unappreciative SOB.  I lean toward the latter.  Could be stress and massive lack of sleep talking, or any of the other problems that (un)miraculously popped up during the trip (from hell (to hell and back?) )